Friday, 23 September 2011
I have just gotten back from straddie. Probably one of the most memorable yet messiest weeks of my life. I stayed with three girls that i love so much and had the best fun. Laying on the beach all day was amazing, the water was crystal clear and the sun was out evvvery day. wah so good. Then going out every night was even better! Met some beautiful new friends and formed even stronger bonds with the ones i have. Em is still there atm. was a little overrated but was a good experience i guess. definately keen for next year...
Tuesday, 6 September 2011
Thursday, 1 September 2011
Lately my mind has been overloaded with school work, plans for the future, uni options etc. I cannot explain enough how freaked out i am getting, I've only just realised how hard you have to work in order to succeed. Everyone around me seems to have their life plans sorted and it's scaring me. School will be over in the blink of an eye, schoolies will come and go (hopefully smoothly), and then its time for the new year, moving out to the big bad world on my own.I'm honestly so scared
Wednesday, 31 August 2011
this is so relevant to my life. I actually have come to the conclusion i cant do anything right any more, i fuck every little detail of my life up completely. Whether it be boys (major one), friends and even family i always seem to say something wrong. This then gets blown way out of proportion and decides to take over my life. It sucks so much. Why cant i get it right. Why am i so stupid. wah
Tuesday, 30 August 2011
Right now I am going through the weirdest phase. I'm always the one to brag about being single and how amazing it feels but right now all i feel is plain empty. I want someone, i really do. I feel lonely and un-wanted and im sick of it. Bye single life, hi boyfriend hunting.